Picked up my Chemotherapy tablets

I have not posted for a while as have just had routine checks and been too tired.

Yesterday I went to pick up my Chemotherapy tablets. Well i thought it was just them but i walked out with a carrier bag full of pills. 5 different pills to counteract the side effects of the chemo, i have to take 3 chemo tabs twice a day and then the others for side effects. A lot!!!

I felt a bit down yesterday after picking up my tabs, i thought oh no not all those tabs. I felt like it was the beginning of the end. I actually sat and trhought about just taking them all with a bottle of water i bought. I got a little drunk and was not thinking clearly, it was just a thought as i was drunk and a bit down. I should not really be drinking as the doctor said the cheno tabs will weaken my liver and drink on top could cause more problems with my liver as it would be weakened already from the pills.

I had a nice long sleep today and now feel a little better but with a slight groggy head.