A long time since i have written here, its just been a time of reflection, stress and trying to get over the initial treatment. My next stage is now about to begin, more hospital appointments with the specialist at the hospital over the next few weeks.
First is the oncologist appointments to see how well my initial treatment went and to explain the next steps, then the surgeon to explain the surgery that i need, then the plastic surgeon to tell me how the reconstrucive surgery will need to be done.
The next stage will be the toughest, the operation then six months of chemotherapy, not just the physical changes that i have to deal with but also the mental changes, will have to think differently too. Home life will have to change as well as there is a lot of stress that i dont need around my life and dont think i could handle everything at same time.
I will post more as time goes on, keep tuning in and when i have the op i shall be posting daily again.