Getting tired and tetchy

Today i was told that I am to have my radiology mappping. Basically this mean I go to the hispital and they put me in the CT scanning machine and work out where the lasers are to go on my body to guide the radiotherpay beams. They will tatoo 5 points on my stomach or back.

I also read through pages and pages or paperwork regarding my treatment, the radiology, chemotherapy and somethings from macmillian canger org. there is so much to know.

I also contacted a laywer regarding my sick pay today since my payroll are not even paying me my normal wages now. They told me my wages would be in yesterday, as of today nothing. I have a conference tomorrow with them to talk things over.

I am getting very tired, i dont sleep very well at night and get so tired during the day, i am now often sleeping in the afternoon and i never ever do that but i cant help it. I sit down and fall asleep as im get so weary. My mind wanders away in thought of things that just dont make sense and i find it hard to concentrate sometimes. I am getting less tolerant with things and started to bicker a lot, this is probably due to the tiredness i guess.

At least on Monday i will feel things are moving along. After the mappings on Monday it will be 2 weeks before i start my radio and chemo combination therapy. thats when it all starts and i think when it will really hit me hard.

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