Well its daythirty two, only four days left of this inital round of treatment. How happy am i that it is coming to an end, i am all washed up, burnt and slightly emotionally drained although i try not to show it, it has been a hard slog for me. Sometimes i have sat and cried when on my own, not because i feel sorry for myself but just because of what is happeneng and what is to come. The time gets closer to the time my life changes forever, will never been the same mo again; physically different permanently after the operation, mentally who knows, for a long time i will not be the same old mo i know that for sure. Its something i have no control over so its something i just have to learn to accept, to live with, to exist with, to co-exist with, however one wishes to put it; i am not looking forward to the next cycle of treatment.
Well off to get another zapping today: have to take my pills soon so will update later as to how the day went.
Have a good day my dear blog readers!
Hello Mo.
ReplyDeleteI hope you are ok - or as fine as possible. I heard you would maybe come to Bonaduz. It would be quite nice to meet you. All good luck to you.